Smiles Are Limited

March 27, 2007

im leaving.

Filed under: Uncategorized — JD @ 2:22 am

So basically I have been hearing a “friend” talking about moving out this summer and it has made me think a little about how I want to get out and leave. I mean I am tired of everything at home and I just want out. I know what your thinking- I am a teenager who won’t stand a chance on my own just yet. And to some extent I agree. Chelsee and I have been talking about moving in together, and it seems like we might actually get a place this summer together. However I have also talked to Miss Misery and I am supposed to room with her. It’s complicated though.

Next year I was going to go back to high school and top off some credits which I know I can do better then I actually did. But now that I am thinking about it more, I am deciding that going back is not what I really want anymore. I know that I would fall into that category of students who say “I have already graduated and I don’t need these credits” then drop out and I do not want to do that. So instead all summer I am going to work, work, work (like I usually do) and save my money for a car, so I can drive, so I can work somewhere other then McDonalds (because that place drives me crazy!), and then I can move out. I wanted to wait until I had my G2 so I could go in search for a job at the OC at like Garage Clothing or something. Anyways those are only plans, and usually plans fall through and never end up happening anyways.

This Thursday is Spring Fling and some friends and I are not going. We were planning on going to Laser Quest, but now the plans (that we made like two weeks ago) arent happening anymore. It turns out that Miss Misery and Nifty do not have the stupid moo-la to come, so Dan (someone coming with us) offered to pay and everything, but now Miss Misery might have to stay later for some co-op thing. Am I jelous? Yes ma’am! I haven’t seen my girl in forever (or rather hung out with her) and this Thursday I was really excited to spend time with her, I booked it off from work and we had this plan…and like always (not only with her) the plans have fallen through; not all her fault; but still it brings a tear to my eye.

So this Friday (yes a day after Spring Fling) Cory and I are celebrating our 4 months. I am so excited! We are getting loaded (hopefully) hehe. I want to get him something really special that means alot to me and him. Well okay just him. He means the world to me, and again 4 months is not really THAT long, but it feels like I have been with him for years. And no way in hell am I saying that in a bad way! I haven’t been to nice to him, but I hope he knows he means everything to me and I love him with all my heart.

1 Comment »

  1. You might as well get a place with Chelsee because I’m not aloud to move out until I finish college so you’d be stuck waiting until that time. Which could be anywhere from 3-4 years. If you want out now, moving in with Chelsee would probably be the best.

    Comment by Miss Misery — March 28, 2007 @ 8:17 pm


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