and life goes on.

I haven’t blogged in like a month. And I guess there is no excuse for that except I haven’t had time. There are too many things happening all at once.

For starters I bought a new cell phone, a pink Razor phone through Bell. I bought a new phone only because my Solo Mobile phone is g.a.y. I wanted to try out a contract again and the Solo contracts are useless now that Solo doesn’t do unlimited text messaging. And for me, I am a text message-aholic. haha. So far its going well; but i have only had the phone for a week now. I’m dreading my first phone bill only because I havent been working alot since they cut hours now since its so slow.

Cory and I are still together and happier then ever. Although things are coming between us sort of. I mean the thought and possibility of a baby. Yes you heard that right. I won’t go into much detail because i do not know for sure yet about anything. So I will leave it at that. I love him more then anything. And I know…I just know that he is the one. Something is different; and I know i have said that about almost every guy i have been with; but this time something is different. He is a good guy, and he is amazing. He makes me smile, and I know i can always count on him.

I miss my best friend so much. I like never see her now that she has a four credit co-op all the way in Whitby, and most of the time I am working, or she is with her boyman. And because my dad is a douche and doesnt drive me anywhere anymore. Unless to work and even that like ten minute drive I have to like beg! Anyways, I miss her so much.

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What happens when you have your G1 but your boyfriend lets you drive everywhere? I’m talking everywhere…normal streets, highways (including the 115/35 and the 401). But you see your boyfriend does not have his G (or four years of driving)?
What happens when this person is driving and comes to a railroad and sees that the lights are flashing, doesnt know what to do, so she asks her boyfriend he says slow down, but you hear speed up. Ten seconds later the train wizzes past. Almost killing the boyfriend, your friend, and yourself?

I am having an issue with one of my best friends. I dont like that she drives her boyfriends car all the time, even on highways. I dont want to tell her, because when Cory’s parents asked Cory why she was driving when they saw her, one night after soccer, she flipped out like she always does when she thinks she is right and we are wrong. And bitched at him. It pissed me off, but i bit my tongue. Anyways, so far when she is driving she has almost been in several accidents and im worried. I don’t want to tell anyone because she will be mad at me ALOT, and she will be like “well why did you even get in the car with us if you knew i was driving?” which is true. I didnt have to get in the car. However I didnt want to offend her, and I had no way there or home.

I know this is bad to say. But I hope one day, when she is driving with her boyfriend and when I am in the car. That she gets into an accident, nothing serious to her or her boyfriend, but something to me. Yes a little crazy I know…but maybe then she would learn. And im not talking like something really serious, just me get injured, nothing life threatening…ya know?

Gah! I dont know what to do.