I Finally Have The Baby I Want!

I have a baby boy in my custady (?)! His name is Khol James F. My close friends know why I named him Khol (i.e. Jess H), James because my daddy’s name, and F for his last initial.

Haha, I am just joshin you. I have to do this silly Parenting Project and I finished sewing on his limbs. Although I think I need to work on his arms a little more. His head is too big, and his legs and arms are too skinny. Sooo much wrong with him. I walked to work with Devon again, and all he said was my baby looked ugly (at that point he only had a head and the flour body) but Devon wanted to help make it pretty. haha, his idea is to name him (my flour baby) Damion (?) and put horns, and bloodshot eyes and fangs, basically turn Khol into a devil child. Um, hello? This is a school project I am sure the teacher won’t want my baby lookin like that! lol. When I get to work, everyone looked at me weirdly and laughed because my baby looked sooo bad. It turned out I didn’t even have to work. Shitty eh?

I am possibly going to JessH’s house this weekend but I am going to have to carry my flour baby with me, also on either Saturday or Sunday I am going to the mall with JessL and David and I am going to have to carry him throughout the mall. Luckily JessL is going to have a flour baby too. “phew” I wouldn’t want to be a loner!

Anyways, I have to go introduce my baby to my parents! Hope they like him…haha.

Double Standard?

So after school I walked to work and at four I started. About an hour into my shift Bobby Skan and Steve were talking about how if an older guy dates a younger girl, that is gross, but if the younger guy dates the older girl that is cool.

In my opinion that is a load of horsecrap! I mean yes it looks odd if the older guy is dating the younger girl for it may seem that he is taking advantage of her. But honestly I like older guys because the guys in and around my age are all immature and all most of them think about is sex. I hate how most girls are perceived, it really bugs me and I don’t understand it.

Another double standard that was brought up nearing the end of my shift (when Adam got there) was that it is “cool” for a guy to sleep with a bunch of girls but if a girl were to do that she is called names and everything. Honestly, I hate this world that we have to live with, people are just so mean to each other it makes me sad.

………………………..

On another note I was happy today (until we talked about the whole double standard thing) because it was overall a good day. I am on Charlie’s top 8 friend list on myspace, lol, I walked to work with Devon (and no Jess I dont like him in that way!) and I am haning out with Jess L everyday!

Oih, I miss the olden days. lol.

That is all she wrote…

Today’s Events

I woke up to David’s phone call and soon after my day had started. I went to David’s house and hung out, I talked to Charlie and then Bobby came to David’s house. We went to the park and then gathered up Jess.L. We hung out at her house and watched American Wedding. haha, the funniest movie ever.

Hang on, wait…Charlie…perhaps someone new? For some reason I haven’t mentioned Gordon. haha. Charlie is someone in my dad’s best friend’s band. I met him only once, and I thought he was cute, and ever since Ivan got a myspace I have talked to Charlie. He is really nice, and sweet. Always calling my hun, and stuff. I like that. lol.

I was walking past my house when I noticed the work truck (the truck from my parents work) and Aaron got out of it. Today was his last day, and more then likely the last day I would see him. I walked up to him, and I guess he thought that I was going to hug him, because his arms went upward, so I hugged him and told him that I was going to miss him. As I was leaving I turned back to look at him, and he blew me a kiss. Put a smile on my face. Too bad he has a girlfriend…lol.

I talk about alot of guys, but honestly I don’t think I am ready for a real relationship. Possibly I am because I dream about waking up beside him, talking to him about everything, understanding someone other then me and my Best Friend. Someone I can trust more then anything, and someone I can snuggle with, take pics with. Overall be happy with. Someone…am I rambling? lol. Ok ok, I will stop!

Anyways, enough about my ramblings, that is what my Journal is for! I am out, later.

Highschool Weirdness

Everyday at school you learn something new, and I am not talking about in-class learning I am talking about socially. I get to Fashion class and Jess tells me that Brett had called her at like 8 this morning, and said he would be going to N-dot because there was a party. And he would be dropping by Clarke at lunch with his brother Calvin (sp?) . I was a little worried because now that Jess L and I are friends again, I hang out with her at lunch and if Brett was going to be there, I don’t know so many thoughts were going through my head. Anyways Brett did show up, and so I left and walked over to Kerry and talked to him (well more like freaking out, lol I am so immature). Gordon walked over, and I kept acting the same, and mentioned Brett hoping Gordon would catch on, but didn’t (like usual). Gordon left, and it was only Kerry and I standing there, and I said “I should walk over there and start making out with Gordon” He wasn’t too into that idea (I think because he likes me, so I have been told). I laughed, and we walked away.

After school I hung out with David, Jess L and Kerry. I was still wearing my mini-skirt and apparently Jess and David thought it would be funny to lift my skirt numerous times, revealing everything I was so embarrased, hoping nothing would phase anyone. But whatever. lol. Kerry was high, so he didn’t really get a fast reaction. lol. We went to the park and talked and laughed. Some pretty good times. I had fun (except the skirt part, I am never wearing a skirt around them again, lol).

Anyways I am off for dinner.

Tummy Aches

I went to school today and like usual it was boring. I miss not seeing Jess (sometimes…haha.) I only like going to my first two classes, Com-Tech and Fashion because in Com-Tech we are learning Photoshop and I am really interested in learning that. And Fashion we are finally making things. We are making pillows, and mine rocks! lol.

I was supposed to work tonight, but around lunch time my stomach hurt, I was sitting in class in a lot of pain. Math was the worst, we had a test and I didn’t have a calculator but I really did know what he was talking about (and there was a supply teacher) so I am going to ask him if I can do a re-test tomorrow or something. Then I walked to work from school, my stomach still hurting. When I get to work I talk to Mark and he tries to find someone to work my shift, but couldn’t find someone so I had to start. My stomach was hurting so bad, I sat in the crew room crying until they needed me, and then cried while working. Finally I sat in the crew room, and Mark told me that I could go home. I understand why they couldn’t just send me home, but if I wasn’t going to be fast or working then why keep me, you know? Anyways, I had to wait at work until 5:30 when my dad came to get me. By then I had calmed down (crying) but my tummy still hurts alot. I think it’s gas or…er…something else…lol.

I hung out with Jess L and David last night, and man was that fun until we headed into the forest. We were joking around making this “Documentary” thing about “ghosts” and stuff. Untill I saw something, I am not kidding, it was a dark shadow. I thought maybe it was an actually person, but I was so scared. Knowing my luck with that kind of thing, it was really something. We took pictures of David’s basement and all the pics we took had orbs in them. David didn’t beleive us, so he went down there and took more, and that time there was an orangey/red one. Weird eh?

Anyways my tummy is really hurting so I am off to sleep!

Pose Like A Model

I went out and about with a friend and we decided to take some pictures. Here they are…

I like this one the best. I was trying to portray a “sexual” type of pose, but instead something better. I like this one also because I am not in that grundgy coat! heha.

I also like this one. I am wearing the Spy Gear Glasses from McDonalds that I bought. Infact I was wearing them all day (after school today). Again very fun picture!

David and I took this one because we figured it would be funnt. I am standing there like “Am I too heavy for this road?” haha. We just thought it was amusing.

This one is kinda sexy…er…remember I said “kinda” sexy. haha. I like this one, but not as much as the others ones above it.

For more pictures please go to my site (updated today). And don’t forget to sign the guestbook!

The End Of The Beginning

Look everyone…
I have a new look, thanks to Karen (Miss Misery’s cousin). I also change my URL and everything. “Flirting With Fate” is the new “Tales Of The Highly Amusing Drama Queen” Hope you all like!

So it turns out that March Break is over and I must go to school tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it because I miss sleeping in, even though I really didn’t at all.

I am at Miss Misery’s house right now. I slept over at her house last night and it was interesting. I have to admit that I was getting irritated but not really at her. I don’t know, a little. I hate feeling like you love someone. You see David likes this person, and Miss Misery likes someone, but the people they like don’t like them back. It hurts seeing them always talking about that person and only that person. Waiting and waiting for possibly nothing. The same thing I was doing, waiting and waiting for Gordon but he ignored me and now (even though I still like him) I am looking at my options, because it turns out other people are interested in me. When I go to their houses (David and Miss Misery) the conversation’s always seem to go toward how much they like these people, but these people don’t like them.

David is an awesome guy. Sure we butt heads every so often but we find ourselves to forgive each other. I don’t know why people would say mean things about him. He is funny, smart and really nice.

As for Miss Misery, she is also really smart, interesting and caring. I don’t understand how guys can walk all over her, and not regret it. It bugs me the she lets “B” and “D” trash talk her and use her mentally. “B” is a total arse and if I were to see him (providing I was with people) I would want to bitch at him because he used her and that pisses me off. And for the fact that he continually says shitty things to her and she listens and believes it. Then there is “D” who mentally uses her. One minute he is acting like he likes her, then the next he is acting like he wants nothing to do with her. Pisses me off. Grrrr…

On an unrelated topic on the way to Miss Misery’s house I was listening to You’re Beautiful by James Blunt. And I noticed something it sounds like he says beautiful a zillion times, but really only 9 times. I was shocked. haha.

To let everyone know, I do have my computer working again, so I am able to update often now.

I got smacked!

I’m at the local library, and I just wanted to let everyone know that I have been SMACKED!!! 3 out of 5 smacks, not bad, I totally thought I was gonna get a rotting fish award since Miss Misery got such an awesome review. So thanks for the review!

I’m going to try to follow Charred’s advice, with my paragraphing and what not. Plus I’ll work on my spelling.

I’ll update whenever possible.

March Break Finally Arrives

No school for an entire week. Thee best week ever, although I do work alot, so I don’t know. Right now I am at Jessica’s house, she just got home from sugery, and so I am hanging out with her. She keeps repeating how she “is boring” and how she is “not a good hostess” lol. Um, last time she came out of surgery I was there. And honestly it doesn’t bug me that we sit on the computer and watch tv. That is basically my day all the time, subtract the computer right now. lol. Jessica might let me buy her old laptop, if her dad buys her a new one. I really hope I can. But i am going to want some cords to get the net on it, because I am going to want to download music and such.

I hung out with Jess L and David before I came to Jess’s house. We drove around, and talked…and ya. lol. I got Jessica L to drop me off at the corner store, and I said I was going to walk, because she used a fair bit of gas, and her mom would notice. So I walked, and damn was it far! I was walking, and walking, I kept thinking, “just over this next hill” but nope. Man my muscels hurt alot. lol.

I got here, and I met everyone at the dinner table. I was so shy. They all told me to dig in, and grab a plate, but i was so shy and nervous. I met Kathrynn’s new boyfriend, and Karen she is nice. I asked her how she did her graphics, and blog layouts and everything, and she told me years. Too bad for me. Maybe I will learn though. I better learn, because I have to stop relying on Karen to create something for me, I feel kinda bad. lol.

Anyways, thought I would update again, seeing as I have access to a computer at the moment. And if I can purchase Jess’s laptop, then I can update whenever I want (well if I get the cords).

Computers Make me Angry

For xmas this year, my family recieved a computer, what sucks now? It is broken. It is making a ringing noise, and then that turns into a weird noise. So I am posting this to let everyone who cares, that I might not be able to update this as much right now because of that. (I am at school right now, in fashion class)

I need help though, if someone knows how to design blog templates, and is willing to help me make my own (I would like a change from this one). Please email me at…
moopye@hotmail.com or moopye@gmail.com
…much appreciated.

Also, keep checking out my myspace or my website Thanks…

Later,
dq